Free at last!

Jeez, a month since my last posting - time really does fly by it would seem. Indeed, time seemed to whizz by particularly quickly for about 20 minutes on February 12th, when for that brief period, Ma'am allowed me out of my CB6000 for a self tease and finally orgasm release after a period of 121 days. Following the release, i was immediately locked back up again - the clock reset back to day 1 (its now day 17 and counting) and then given a punishment caning consisting of 100 searing strokes. This caning was administered in two parts consisting of an initial 50 strokes before pausing for 20 minutes or so whilst a ginger figging was administered. When the burning effects began to subside i was then ordered to reposition myself back across the caning bench to recieve the remaining 50 strokes. This punishment was to address the late completion of the lines task i was assigned that i wrote about in my last posting. It was very hard to endure given the fact that it followed immediately after my one and only orgasm release in 4 months. Pain and suffering seems to be magnified so much so.

The following week Ma'am introduced another variant of CP into my regime - tawsing. She has been tawsing my palms for a few months now and its always a form of discipline or punishment to be dreaded. On this occasion Ma'am used a selection of tawses as i was going to be strapped on my buttocks and thighs as well as my hands. A very nasty 4 tailed tawse was applied to my buttocks and i found it more difficult to endure than a caning. i gifted Ma'am this tawse with the expectation that it would prove to be a very effective disciplinary implement and indeed it is, leaving deep purple welts in its wake when applied with force. The leather is incredibly hard and dense and carries a very penetrative sting.

Last week Ma'am gave me a very harsh caning indeed - 250 strokes, full force from cold. Eye watering. Four days on and my bottom is still sore and not recovered. Its times like these when you really have to smile at postings from male subs begging to be used and claiming to have no limits. The cane will ALWAYS find your limit!